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[Thursday
July 20th, 2006
3:54pm
]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

wow.. seriously has been forever..
i was reading some of my old entriest and I feel like I am such a different person.. life is different.. everything has changed...

Well.. junior year.. a year full of ups and downs... but somehow beneath the surface there is still all the happiness that was always there... simon left to ny.. came back to visit during thanksgiving... came back during christmas.. broke up...PARTIED HARD for like 4 months straight to get over it.. didn't really work... went to bball tournament... went to dublin... went to israel... dated teava... broke up... simon came back.. decided not to be together.. got with ezra... soccer tournament... sports banquet.. mvp soccer..mvp basketball/all conference... mvp mun.. best female athlete...seniors graduated...depressing...finals.. 7 paper 1 bio, 6 paper 2... 7 english... 6 history... 7 criteria D italian 6 criteria C... 6 math..leigh visited...went out partied.. excellence history, art and english.. harvard book prize...ian and tove here... hung out.. everyone left.. work... college essay.. reading for school...art projects..
wow.. those are the highlights and lowlights... i will write more later..

Kiss





[Friday
November 25th, 2005
4:25pm
]
Happy belated thanksgiving everyone...

pros
simon is here and i am really happy, probably happier than i have been in weeks
i am realizing how much i have to be thankful for
i only have another 2 years in school...lol.. then i go to university
i (actually my sister) am dog sitting for a cute (somewhat annoying) pug that i love to hate


cons
i realize that simon and i won't ever be able to "be-be" together unless i go to ny
i wish i could have all the people i love in one place which is never going to happen
thankfulness brings longing

there is so much going on.. i am scared, excited, anxious all in one..and incoherent.
-Megan
Kiss





[Thursday
November 17th, 2005
9:29pm
]
heyy...

I was supposed to be in Jordan this week but of course someone had to go and bomb the hotel we were going to stay at so now we aren't going. I am so fortunate but I am still upset that I am not getting to go. This week was pretty hectic considering I was planning on missing it. Umm Simon is coming on Tuesday. I am still in some what of a shock that I am actually going to see him. I am really scared. Leigh is supposed to be in Torino this weekend but she hasn't called so I am not sure if we are going to meet up. Ummm..Basketball season started this week and seems to be going well. Our first games are in two weeks so we will see! Besides all the regular stuff life is stressful but whatever. I just can't wait to be done with highschool. It sucks because I am looking so forward to this year being over just because of the immense amount of work and signifance placed on the junior year but I don't want all the seniors to leave..=(... it is weird though cuz now I am much closer with the people in my grade, it was a quick development but is still somewhat surprising. Anyways I have like 0 work and am trying to get ahead but I can't get motivated. I better go.. love muah
Megan
Kiss





[Monday
November 14th, 2005
9:03pm
]
I miss israel!!! I want to be back and spend time with my friends!! I know I have friends here and I love them but I honestly can't stop missing the people there. I was looking at yearbooks the other day and I wanted to cry. Leigh and Sivan I love you guys so much and I know I always so this but I just don't want you to forget that you are going to be in my wedding, on the beach, with some really hot guy as my fiance!..lol. I love you guys more than anything... MUAH
-Megan

PS Simon is coming in 6 days...=P
Kiss





Photobucket [Sunday
November 13th, 2005
7:30pm
]
This is a test post from Photobucket.com
Kiss





[Thursday
October 20th, 2005
10:32pm
]
[ mood | annoyed ]

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
--Helen Keller

I love this quote...

What a shitty day...

Megan

Kiss





[Saturday
September 24th, 2005
9:42am
]
Some pics from a while ago...
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Simon and I at Janne's Beach house in France
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Simon and I at Janne's Beach house in France #2
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Simon in Janne's Pool in France
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Simon and I in Lavagna (our 5 month)
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Simon and I kissing at Janne's Beach house in France
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[Tuesday
August 30th, 2005
1:46pm
]
well I am back.. I don't really know how to feel.. So many feelings mixed together that it is hard to figure out which one best describes this... I am sad, upset, excited, anxious, happy, worried...and so many more... I miss Simon.. he is in school for orientation and had a huge party last night and sounds like he is having a great time.. we are like still 'together' or whatever.. but I am scared he is going to move on.... I guess I will have to see what happens.. Anyways Liz is on her way over to help me cheer up which is great. I love her. Anyways yeah.... I am gonna go... today is going to be one long hell of a day..
Megan
Kiss





[Wednesday
August 24th, 2005
7:32pm
]
hey...
Well I am currently in NY with Simon and I will update more about the summer later but I just wanted to say that I miss everyone.. Leigh I miss you and I know you wanted me to call but I honestly don't want to just have a half ass phone convo because too much is going on around me so
I will call u when I have a lot of time to make the conversation worth while.. plus we need time to update!! Sivan.. I haven't spoken to u in forever and I miss you like a biyatch.. I know you started school which kinda sucks but I am sure you are kicking ass.. u have to update me about ur life.. love life... school.. need kids.. etc... WELLL you both could make this easier but using ur livejournals!!!! AHH... that is what we got them for.. yeah.. I am done trying to be forceful..haha.. love you guys more than anything.. I hope you are prepared to be in my wedding..lol.. BIG KISS!
love
Megan

PS for lizzz... I miss you and will see you soon.. We have to have a night of movies and chinese before school starts..love
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[Thursday
June 23rd, 2005
10:50am
]
heyyy!!! Well now I am in a really good mood since I finally finished all my exams;
Italian 99% (finally something higher than a 98%..lol)
English 96% (stupid speech I didn't prepare for but in the end it actually went really well)
Math 100% (YAY.. my biggest accomplishment)
PE/health 105% for the stupid LAST MILE and 96% for the Drug essay and presentation
Chemistry 94% (could have been better but I am not complaining)
World History oral exam wasn't a final.. yeah.. anyways I AM FUCKING DONE!! I think I am going to go home early, I was thinking about going to the pool but I feel like I am packing too much into one day.. I dunno.. Love
Megan
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longest week ever! [Friday
June 17th, 2005
2:27pm
]
[ mood | calm ]

Well this has by far been the longest week EVER!!.. AHH we just aren't doing anything but we are suck doing NOTHING.. it sucks my ass..lol.. well now that I got that off of my chest I feel better.
Yesterday I had a band concert that went pretty well. I chilled after school and learned how to develop pictures with Liz which was cool I then procrastinated writing my english essay and doing my BCR for chem.. but whatev... umm.. yeah and talked with Liz and Jen about Simon leaving.. it was hard shit.. ANYWAYS besides that I painted one of the three walls white thursday and plan on finishing all of it up this weekend and hanging up the shelves and stuff. I want to have a party on the 25th of June, which is the day before i leave to France with Simon (we are staying at janne's beach house for a week.. cool shit.. yeahhhh).. anyways yeah.. so that is when I want to have it. Next week we have finals.. I have a speech for english, final test for chem, final test for math, normal test for italian, and a huge motherfucking presentation for fucking PE/HEALTH!! (my mile grade taht day counts for 3 miles, and the presentation is like 100 points or something)... anyways yeah the bell just went so I am gonna go.. LOVE
Megan

Kiss





[Thursday
June 9th, 2005
3:16pm
]
heyy....
Well yesterday I spent forever studying for Italian and Math.. and doing the math homework. Anyways in the end I know the italian except for some of the train vocab and she extended the test to tomorrow.. AHH.. I am happy and upset because i did all of that studying for nothing but I am happy I have the extra day. Umm Simon is going to pick up shoes for me from Alice, I hope that they are nice and fit so that I can just get the black bag. If not then I have to get the white jacket, white shoes and white purse... AHH..Umm I gave Simon the 6 month present, I do not know if I already said this.. it was a bathing suite, flip flops, cologne (liz and i love it!!) and lucky charms..haha.. yeah and it all fit which is great. He got me a shirt, (later a superman shirt too), bath soaps and a dozen roses which were amazing.. and a card that was amazing. The yearbooks came in today and the seniors got them. I want to see what simon wrote and stuff but I kinda want to wait to get mine and then read all of them. Anyways yeah... umm I need to go because school is getting out soon.. later..
-Megan
Kiss





trying to add pics.. [Tuesday
May 31st, 2005
4:48pm
]
[ mood | excited ]

okay here are some pictures to see if this works.... then i will actually post relevant pics..
Lez, Liz and Me chilling during soccer tournament
Simon and I chilling in bed
Me, Simon and our awesome snowman

anyways those are just a few..i will post some from paris.. then soccer and then other recents.. just in categories so they are understood..lol.. anyways love
Megan

PS MY PROM DRESS FINALLY CAME!! AHH

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[Monday
May 23rd, 2005
9:30am
]
Hey.. it has been a long time...
Well this past week I was at soccer tournament in Germany. We got 4'th even though we were supposed to get 3'rd but due to stupid mistakes and over confidence we lost. I was upset but not that pissed surprisingly just because I knew we were better and that we were one of the top three teams. Anyways all the games were really intense especially against Brussels and Alconberry (spelling?). Liz played amazing and had an amazing save after a penalty while playing Brussels. I love her. We had a lot of fun this trip. She is such a great girl I don't know what I would do without her. Our guys won 1st UNDEFEATED!! AHH they were amazing, they are seriously so much fun to watch. I just love them!! Liz and I went around the host school to find markers and shit to make a huge banner!! It was sooo kick ass..lol.. Anyways I forgot that the night before Liz and I stayed to watch Ankara vs. Brussels and were completely into it.. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING GAME EVER!!..lol... seriously we were so into it it was crazy.. ummm.. yeah well after our guys won we had the award ceremony. Natasha and I got all tournament. The guys went up and got their 1st place plaque (did I mention that three of the senior starters were unable to go to tournament because they had IB exams, therefore this was an even bigger win!!) Anyways then they announced the all tournament. Our guys completed dominated the all tournament team: Edo (goalie), Jun (midfielder), Naoki (everything!), Googie (freshmen amazing forward), Davide (Freshmen also amazing forward), and Evren (senior defender). I was so proud of all of them! Simon was really sad that he didn't get to go.. I felt really bad.
This weekend I came home at like 4 (that is when we got in after the trip home) and woke up at like 1:30-2:00. After that Simon picked me up and we went shopping for a bathingsuit for him. After that we went to his house and rented two movies. We just spent all day together, chilling and watching movies... he made me dinner. It was really sweet. I love his parents they are sooo sweet!.. umm I stayed the night there. It was nice to wake up in the arms of the guy i love. Sunday I came home early and did work, watched dawson's, unpacked, then Simon came over for a bit to say goodbye since I am leaving to Germany today for another week (school trip). I am really going to miss him, I don't know what I am going to do when I don't have him with me next year :(..

Anyways I spoke to Leigh online, I need to call Sivan the thing is that I just moved and I don't have a houseline yet, like it is connected but I have to get the Italian phone for it. So when I get back I promise it will be the first thing I try to do. My mom and Kara are leaving to Florence I think that weekend so I hope that my mom has the phone connected by then. I love you guys!!!.. Anyways I better go and finish packing.. LOVE
Megan
PS I have been having a ton of dreams about ppl in Israel including Clement... I really miss everyone!..
Kiss





[Friday
April 15th, 2005
8:06pm
]
hey...
Just wanted to say that I love Jodie so much.. Happy Belated Birthday.. I was thinking of you but I seriously haven't had any time.. I will call you this weekend.. MUAH
-Megan
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realization [Saturday
February 19th, 2005
12:49pm
]
[ mood | lonely ]

i miss u guys... seriously.. i just realized how lonely a place can be when everyone is gone.. and on vacation.. i realized that in israel no matter what i never felt like that.. even if everyone is gone.. just because i loved it.. i loved the place.. it was my home.. but here.. i dunno i still feel somewhat lost.. like longing... to be back there.. it is fucked.. i like it at times because it makes me realize what it meant to me but seriously i need to move on.. it just hurts tooo fucking much.. anyways yeah.. sivan u called last night but my sister didn't tell me until this morning so i will call u later.. leigh hope you are kicking ass at the competition... i can't believe you were in piazza duomo.. it fucking makes me want to cry.. anyways to everyone else.. miss you and love..
-Megan
p.s. has anyone seen steel magnolia.. old movie fucking amazing.. i hope that we (meaning me and all my friends) turn out that close..
p.p.s. simon gets back today.. omg.. i missed him sooo fucking much.. it forced me to realize the feelings and the longing that i am going to have to go through AGAIN.. AHH.. why do i do this to myself?.. anyways.. ciao

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[Tuesday
February 15th, 2005
10:38pm
]
1. who are you?

2. are we friends?

3. when and how did we meet?

4. do you have a crush on me?

5. would you kiss me?

6. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. describe me in one word.

8. what was your first impression?

9. do you still think that way about me now?

10. what reminds you of me?

11. if you could give me anything what would it be?

12. how well do you think you know me?

13. when's the last time you saw me?

14. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

stolen from leigh and originally lucia....love
-Megan
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[Monday
January 31st, 2005
9:42pm
]
well umm.. let's see what is new.. simon and i are having our two month tomorrow.. we are celebrating valentines early since it is during our week off and he is ditching me to go to ianne's mountain house.. we are leaving to rome this weekend.. fun fun.. umm Valentine's Day dance next week... semi formal.. kinda exciting.. did some shopping should be allllll good.. i really miss everyone.. like i feel like i seriously haven't spoken to all of you in yearsssssssssssssssssssssssssss... i have been extremely busy lately so i am going to try and make all of my phone calls SUNDAY!!.. ahh.. lol.. love you all soo fucking much!!
-Megan
Kiss





[Monday
January 31st, 2005
11:37am
]
... .i feel like i have been cut off from the world for the past few weeks.. it is weird.. last week was finals.. they went well...:)... umm i haven't spoken to sivan and leigh in what seems like forever.. i can't believe it has only been a few weeks since i was in israel.. ahh.. anyways.. yeah.. miss you all.. loooooooooooooooooove.. muah
-Megan
Kiss





[Monday
January 17th, 2005
10:31pm
]
wow.. i miss u guys all of you..
-megan
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